" When You Look Into My Eyes...................."

When you look into my eyes.............
(Sat, December 15, 2007 - 4:30 AM )



I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see how many times I've wanted it all to end.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see all the lonelieness that I've felt within my heart.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see the deep longing I have for love and being wanted.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see my desire to be accepted by everyone.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see how hard I pray for someone else's happiness to replace my own.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see how much I've been hurt deep inside.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see how many times I've just broken down and cried.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see all the pain I've hidden over the years.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see all the hopeless dreams I've dreamt.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see the desolate tears I've shed.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see how scared and confused I've been.

I hope that when you look into my eyes
you don't see how many times my heart's been mistreated.

But most of all when you look into my eyes
................ I hope you don't see how weak I've become.