~ Unspoken ~

Unspoken ....


Deep inside I feel this pain
tears fall in my hands when I pray


Everywhere I go...I see you
and the cold breeze takes my breath away
I feel so lonely...
so lonely, since you left me
since you have chosen her


Now I realize the truth
you never wanted me in your life
its just only me
that needed you
but you ...
just needed me as a friend
a friend to chat
just only to eliminate boredom
not more than that


I should have known that earlier
before it left a deep scar on my heart


Now .......
just watching you from far
untouch


embrace the reality
that I dont deserve to be yours
you had many women in your life
I'm just numbers


There was such a great barrier
between us
just like heaven and earth
you are fair ... I'm dark
you are young ... I'm old


The unspoken pain
left me in solitude ...